on faith, science, and the cosmos

All of us have faith. We must, because no human can prove an absolute truth. Faith allows us to function: faith in the sunrise, faith that other souls exist. But we cannot know that any of it is as it seems. We cannot even find the ends of the universe, much less the rules that apply for the beings within it.

Helix Nebula As Seen By Hubble and the Cerro Toledo Inter-American Observatory

Source: hubblesite.org

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on why I am still a Christian

For it is not mere words that nourish the soul, but God Himself, and unless and until the hearers find God in personal experience they are not the better for having heard the truth.
-A.W. Tozer

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I became a Christian at age four. My simple little heart grasped the Gospel stronger that day than it would ever need to. With paper cut-outs, the teachers showed us how Jesus transformed our hearts from dark to light. Poisoned to clean. I wanted my heart to be clean. In what proved to be the most important thing I ever did, I asked Jesus to come live inside me. He was my Friend.

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Life grew darker as I approached my pre-teen years. At the time, my home did not feel emotionally safe. I grew isolated. Continue reading

on Facebook and fake lives

Comparison is the thief of joy.
-Theodore Roosevelt

I can be having a perfectly good day, and then I get on Facebook. Suddenly my life is not good enough, because some girl I forgot from undergrad is posting photos of herself sipping a beachside margarita. Heck, my life isn’t even as good as my life. Facebook Me is painting the town and reading thoughtful articles. Real Life Me is typically trapped in a black hole of BuzzFeed “related links.”

I tried to use my knuckles and Google Image to make it look like I went on vacation…. It did not work.

The marg-sipping photographer must care enough about her image that she ignored the spectacular view and sat on her phone, filtering and posting a photo of it, instead of living it. Most of us have done that at some point. And for what? Validation, of course. Continue reading

on Ferguson and forgiveness

“We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.”
-Martin Luther King, Jr.

This is much bigger than Ferguson, Missouri. No system of injustice can change without individuals changing first. Too many heels are dug into the ground, and they cannot soften without love. Logic is a weak weapon in debates that are ultimately matters of the heart.

We must forgive.

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